“I know. I played myself.”

Entertainment Mogul Diddy has tapped into the most vulnerable of his emotions while keeping his spirits up despite the tragic end to 2018.

Things have not been the same for Diddy ever since untimely passing of his longtime girlfriend, beloved fashion model and mother Kim Porter. The music mogul has been going through a mix of emotions. Last month, fans criticized the grieving father during his mourning for failing to ever marry her. Diddy humbly agreed with them, replying with, “I know. I played myself.”

The past few weeks have been rough. It just hit the four month mark since the passing of Porter, and the highly publicized split from former girlfriend Cassie. It would be an understatement to say he is still dealing with a wide range of emotions. Recently, Diddy took to his Instagram to reveal that he’d been crying for “three and a half hours” straight.

“Man, I ain’t gonna lie. I’ve been holding a lot of s*** in lately. I just had like a three-and-a-half hour cry, where I just let it all out. Or as much as I could tap into. And that shit felt great. Sometimes you gotta let that shit out.”

Diddy decided to use this as a teaching moment. He encouraged all of his followers regardless of age, to embrace their pain and purge their hurt through tears.

“Just saying to everybody out there, man woman and child- don’t be leaving nothing bottled up. Let that thing out. God will be right there to let you know, ‘C’mon, let’s get up. Let’s go.’ Had me a three-and-a-half-hour cry. God is good. Let it go, ya’ll.”

See the video, and and how he’s finding the light>>>>>>>>